No Man Is A Complete Mystery Except To Himself

Long time no see

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:20:29 GMT

For one of my classes at college I had to maintain a blog.

I liked it so much that I think I will be updating over there from now on

http://sehauser.wordpress.com/

You can read my thoughts there, ~~although I do believe you have to be a member to comment, sorry.~~
Actually anyone can comment!

You can always shoot me an e-mail if you enjoy what I have to say (or disagreed with what I had to say, it doesn't matter)

: )
Peace
-Shay Known

Quick Update

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 03:46:12 GMT

So I am college and its pretty nifty, but I am being kind of bipolar about it all

Yup I am having a good time and I am just waiting for classes to start this monday, is it sad that I am excited about classes? Oh well its all g

Right now I am listening to The Boss (Bruce Springsteen for all you non-jersey people) so it is making me a little homesick for all those things New Jersey...oh man good stuff.
But people down here are really friendly and thats cool too, just something different.

I think I am going to get to see Joey in a week or two which is exciting, yay people from home! And thank goodness for the internet, it keeps me sane and in touch with friends and family.

CSI looks promising this season, hahaha oh man GSR WOO!!!

I have pretty much set everything up in my room and I am officially ready to get my college-ness on haha, ok def. rambling now

Going to bed!!! Night
Peace
-Shay Known

I'm in a quirky mood

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 03:45:42 GMT

Was too tired to right a lot, but here is a fun survey!! haha
Stolen from Lauren

Name 15 fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order, add reasons if you wish) and then tag 4 people to do the same.

1. Logan (X-Men): Lauren already had that there, and I have to agree

2. Grissom (CSI): Oh because you all know I have problems

3. Greg Sanders (CSI): Sooo adorable, he is like a young Grissom

4. Mr.Darcy (Pride&Prejudice): Ok so maybe Colin Firth made me love this character, so hot

5. Jack O'Neill (Stargate): He looks great in a uniform haha

6. Joey (Hard Promises): He has my like ideal life, haha and he is so adorable

7. Maxwell Sheffield (The Nanny): Well, I've been watching a lot of that show lately

8. Rhett Butler (Gone with the Wind): Charming, handsome, and a gentleman...nice combo

9. RJ Tully (Maggie O'Dell books series): I really need to meet him, too bad he isn't real

10. MacGyver (Macgyver): This man can do anything! And good looking to boot!

11. Greg House (House MD): Well I was running out of people and I needed a bad boy on the list hahaha...riiiight

12. Will Graham (Manhunter): Dark and brooding, yet still sexy haha

13. Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Caribbean): Again stolen from Lauren, ya he is hot haha

14. Professor Lupin (Harry Potter): Ok running out of people, but when he was first introduced in the novels I was def. intrigued haha

15. Brock: Ok so technically a real person but he has been so romanticized that its like he is a fictional character hahah

It's been awhile

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 22:46:33 GMT

Ok so it has been 2 months since I last updated
Ya know nothing really major has occured except that whole graduating from High School thing

So move in day for Mary Wash is the 23rd of August
And I have mixed emotions
I am really excited to go but I'm also just thinking how bizarre it is going to be
Especially the whole part where I will be rooming with someone I have never met before
Also my residence hall is like in the corner of the campus...luckily the campus is not too big

I got into all the classes I wanted (thank you ratemyprofessor.com for all your help) and I don't think I will be jumping out of my dorm window anytime soon.

I'm just looking forward to a brand new experience

Ok this is a total sidenote but my new LJ icon cracks me up
I am such a dork

Hmm I've been working all summer for the most part, got rake in that cash before I go and spend it all at college
The one thing working has taught me is that I am very greatful for not having to work to support myself, yet. Thank God I have atleast 4 years of college ahead of me so I can avoid life for a few more years.

Ya thats all I really want to say for now, maybe I'll make more updates (ever since I saw a certain Jess updating her LJ, I have become inspired to do the same haha)

I guess its time for an update

Thu, 18 May 2006 01:52:16 GMT

Ya I suppose it has been awhile since I have updated
So how bout some bullet points?
*Its official I am going to UMW c/o 2010...its exciting. I think I am more excited about just the whole college experience and not so much classes...haha. I'm going to miss people though...its a big step and I wonder how things will change...only time will tell

*CSI season finale tommorrow...bring on the GeekLove...Ya I am such a geek I bought a t-shirt just to celebrate it...sigh

*I have finally caught up with all my past work and it feels good...I have to remember this feeling so maybe I can stop procrastinating so much...its a curse

*This past weekend wasn't so great...my legs were killing me because I injured them somehow and so I played like crap at the games which just annoys me. But on Saturday I went to a BBQ for awhile and that was good...good people really. But now my legs are feeling better and hopefully will be all better for this weekends games.

*Now that its getting down to the final days really...school is not going by soooo fast, which is alright by me. I have so much free time during the day though...its kind of nifty. To bad I didnt have them earlier in the year because then maybe I could have done work during them but its ok because now I just chill.

*Wow I thought I'd have more to say...but I don't...so later!
Peace
-Shay Known

Silly Dreams

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 00:40:07 GMT

The past three nights I have had dreams about school
Stupid brain! Don't you know you are on spring break?!?!
Short version of dreams:
1)Sitting in AP Euro, watching Mr.Stack watching a movie whose lead actor is Sean Astin...then Mr.Stack imtates the movie, leads to me cracking up haha

2)I'm in the cafeteria getting lunch when I hear Billy Joel's "Only the Good Die Young" come on the radio, I start singing it and then somewhere along the line Mr.Banghart comes in and starts siging with me...random, ya I know...he ends up eating lunch with me and my friends haha

3)Umm just me sitting in ROTC talking to Sgt.Fessenden...boring

Ya anyway I am ready for a nonschool dream haha
Only 3 more days left until I visit Carlisha down in Mary Wash
I am very excited, maybe it'll help me make my decision on where to go
I know the moment I decide where I am going its going to be one of those moments...like woah, this is it
The more days that pass and the closer we get to June, the more I am freaking out...not necessarily in a bad way...but its all really just bizarre.

Yup, hmm thats about it...all else is well
Peace
-Shay Known

Ooooh Update!!!

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:06:23 GMT

I really do enjoy the bullet point format

*I had this really long dream last night that involved me standing outside the Wachovia Stadium listening to Billy Joel, then skipping to picking up luggage at the airport with the Soprano family, then me taking a shower in my kitchen via the refrigerator (ya try to figure that one out), skip to me drive around in some neighborhood late at night and put some creepy night factor in that, then I am at work and practically everyone is there and we all go outside and the Wachovia Stadium is right near the Pharmacy (in my dream atleast) and we can hear Billy Joel playing (he was playing "I Go To Extremes") and then he makes fun of some fan and it was funny....the end!!

*Ok ya that last one was kind of long
Hmm I really do enjoy work well not so much working but I really love the people I work with and I don't think I could ask for a better "first job" experience, because it is just great.

*Ok Senioritis needs to stop...and I think I am making a comeback...I will beat this disease!! HaHa

*I'm officially going to visit Carly for part of my spring break (13-16) and I am very excited...get to have a little bit of the college experience..it'll be sweet

*I need to stop cutting class hahaha...but not really

*Something really good happen to my friend the other day and I was sooooo happy for her and not even jealous at all...not that I am jealous person but I was really just honestly happy for her...::hug:: Not to mention the convo we had till 3am in the morning was ah-some.

*I don't know if its just today...but for some reason the latter part of today I was feeling quite happy and not feeling quite as depressed...and I'm not quite sure what has changed...because nothing really has...hmm..maybe all that talk about success in Humanities made me more appreciative for the things I have rather than focusing on the things that are missing.

*I played my first soccer game in a long time on Sunday..we lost and it was freezing but I feeling the exhiliration of being on the field again. Oh and when I got angry it was like back to old times...that same old feeling its funny how certain things don't change. Not that its a bad things...and my coaches just rock anyway what can I say...oh and Balistic is pretty off the hook to. Anyway well I don't know if she reads this (idk) but I've got to say Erin is one of the coolest people I know and I love her family they are just honestly that awesome..haha..ok end of praising

*On a quick side note..I love my brother (except at this very moment where he is annoying me on purpose...jerk!! LoL jk)

*Its finally time to start walking my dog again..its not toooo frigid
Peace
-Shay Known
aka Nitro

It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 04:28:28 GMT

Hmmm Bullet Points!!

* First of all..and most importantly...Monday night I saw Billy Joel...and it was FREAKING AWESOME!!
Oh my gosh it just made me love Billy Joel even more...oh man...so awesome....sigh <3

*Hmm well last weekend me, allison, and sarah went to Pizza Hut and then we watched Lolita and it just reinforced that fact that Allison is crazy haha
But it was good times and made me realize how much I love Peter Sellers, he is so funny and a great actor. I also had a dream the other night where I saw him and I wanted to go meet him but my alarm woke me up...sigh

*Finally the Sixth Season of The Sopranos made its way to HBO...and I was overjoyed to see it come back because its my latest show addiction...mmm tasty. James Gandolfini is one of my favorite actors now...I'm going to have to see more stuff he is in.

*I'm really sick and tired of my Senioritis...but the bad thing about it is I am too lazy to do anything to change it...ARGH!!

*Last weekend I had a soccer scrimmage and its the first game I have played outside in a long time, it was very exciting. On Sunday we have our first game which is even better, I've missed the feeling of spring and soccerr...if you get what I mean, sort of in a nostalgic way.

*Ok I am at the point where I realized I had a problem and for the most part of dealt with it but I still have the problem I'm just not acting out on it the same way because I have realized what it truly is...but I don't know if I can ever make it go away which is kind of depressing, and I'm going to always be worried I am doing things because of my problem and for the wrong reasons...sigh

*Ok good enough
Peace
-Shay Known

Random Update!!

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 04:34:55 GMT

Howdy
Its bullet point time!!
*I've probably been watching too much Sopranos...I can't wait for Season 6...starts this Sunday!! I just love it!

*I finally heard back from a college and I got in...so thats a big relief...I know I can go somewhere!!

*I was feeling about down this week...but today was so awesome out I just had to feel better

*You know when you find out something about a person and then you get a whole new view on them and appreciation..ya that happend today.

*I just <3 people that make me feel so good whether they realize it or not

*Spring is almost here...I just love that transitional period from winter to spring...reminds me that the beginning of the soccer season is almost here!

*I am really lazy...why? Oh well

*Ok having a dream about get an egg salad sandwich with green peppers on it made me so nauseous I woke up sick to my stomach...ok maybe I was sick to my stomach and thats why I dreamt that

*Wow I can't believe high school is almost over...its really getting freakier/more awesome everyday...woh

*Ok enough bullet points for now

Peace
-Shay Known

Slightly Recovered

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 19:44:04 GMT

Ok so I have sort of recovered from the rantings of my last entry
Sort of

I don't remember it ever happening before and maybe it has but yesterday I think was one of the first times I cried because someone was being so nice, warm, and caring to me. I actually started to cry and I felt slightly foolish especially since they were being so nice to me. They have got to be one of the warmest and most open families I have ever met and I am so grateful for them. I was having such a cruddy day yesterday too because I was feeling like crap and it was just one of those days that just sometimes hits me. I still feel like a total dork and a downer for crying and having such a cruddy day...I don't even know what to say, I am getting choked up again.

Ok enough of that, I have been reading A Million Little Pieces, which is actually pretty good (please don't tell me how he is liar blah blah, I know...I choose to look at the book as a work of fiction) but I ended up having this dream that this mother who I babysit for was doing crack cocaine..and it was really bizarre...and she asked me what drugs I did and I told her none...but she insisted I must have done drugs because I have been through some hard times...anyway...bizarre. Last night I also dreamt that I accidentally skipped Humanities to go to a Calculus class (wtf?) and in the middle of class I realized what I had done and I was like..woh what am I doing? The only funny part about the Calc class was that we were talking about Mr.Stack and I did a really funny impression of him..haha. There was also this other dream I had...I don't remember much about it but I remember 3 planes crashed into the same building..and I was like.."Well what are the odds?"

Well thats about it, still feeling kind of cruddy
Oh well
Peace
-Shay Known

A Letter - To the World - Random

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 01:02:49 GMT

Dear World,
Maybe I am over reacting to one little thing but if its any indication of me...
I don't know what I am doing
I know what I want but only sort of...I know what I don't want...and I know getting what I want is next to impossible now, not that I even know if I can ever get it.
I am such a pushover and I don't enjoy it...ARGH
I do know who I am - for the most part
I am awkward
I don't know why I am doing this...am I trying too hard or not enough?
I've become a different person and I don't know if I can or want to go back to the old
Is it more or less enjoyable?
I may have been living in my own bubble a little too long...I still like it though... I think I'll stay
WHY AM I SUCH A DORK?
I think humor is very important
Sometimes being alone is much easier...bahumbug to intimacy
When is college? Cuz I'm ready to go...i think
I'm a liar...a liar of omission, a liar because I'm afraid to hurt others, a liar of "apathy"
I want to run away...for awhile
Apparently I like to complicate things by allowing complications to happen
WHAT AM I DOING?????
Please send help
Yours Truly,
Shannon

Just b/c I haven't done a survey in awhile

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:53:37 GMT

11 things I love(not necessarily in order of importance)

1. my family
2. God
3. my dog
4. my friends
5. sports
6. good tv shows
7. guys
8. good food
9. laughing
10. love...haha
11. music

10 things I hate
1: learning about things I don't care about
2: boredom
3. the uknown
4. failing
5. too much conflict
6. death
7. depression
8. allergies
9. hate
10. embarassment

5 firsts
Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Andrew G. sigh..haha
Crush: hmm probably Patrick from kindergarten
Kiss: in 9th grade
Best Friend: George...wow going way back
Pet: A cat named Bow that I dont even remember

30 have you ever

Picked flowers from someone else's lawn?: yup

Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?: no

Had a close friend die?: no

Overheard someone having a conversation with themselves?: ya

Sniffed a permanent marker to get a mini-high?: no I just enjoy the smell

Doubted your sexuality?: nope

Written on the walls of a bathroom?: Yup

Stapled your finger?: sadly yes...it was an accident

ate something gross?: ya

Cut your own hair?: just a little bit

Been to Disney World?: oh ya

Been to a nude beach?: no! haha

Climbed a pile of boulders so you could say 'I'm the king of the world!" ? oh ya

Thrown up on a roller coaster?: does a tilter whirl count?

Danced in your underwear?: its the best!

Danced in your underwear in front of someone else?: nope

Had a long distance relationship?: do online relationships count? haha

Taped a 'kick me' sign on someone's back?: most def.

Ate something off the ground ignoring the 10 second rule?: sadly yes

Gotten your tongue stuck to something cold?: sadly yes to that too

Been to a fortune teller?: nope

Believed something a fortune cookie told you? nah i get stupid ones

Burnt things because you were bored?: too many times

Stuck gum under a table?: actually no

Had the same dream more than twice?: ya...that can be fun

Talked to yourself on AIM?: heheh ya

Had to go to the hospital because of a fireworks accident? nah

Made a truck driver honk his horn? of course!

Seen a UFO?: no

Who was the last person to kiss you: don't remember

Hug you: my mom

Call you: my mom haha

Text you: don't remember

Can you
Write with both hands?: ya sort-ish
Whistle?: yup
Snap?: yea
Roll your tongue?: yes
Touch your tongue to your nose?: nope
Tie a cherry stem in a knot using only your tongue?: never tried
Juggle?: poorly
Hacky-Sack?: again, poorly

Favorites
Color: blue, green, gray
TV show: csi, stargate, grey's anatomy, house
Book: The Giver
Movie: hmm idk
Place: california
Number: 8
Piece of clothing: idk, thats a hard one too
Smell: certain types of cologne...and I agree with Kate on the camping smell
Sport to watch: football
Sport to play: soccer

TaDa!!

LaLaLa Update!

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:46:25 GMT

I kind of like the bullet point entry b/c my thoughts are kind of scattered:

*I keep having these dreams that I sort of remember and they are random/comforting/weird...idk

*Me and Allison have decided that we want to bring back grunge fashion...haha and also 80's fashion. I think the school should have like one day a month dedicated dressing differently...you know different decades...I think that'd be awesome

*Right now I am listening to Alanis Morrissette (guess it goes with that whole 90's thing I am feeling right now) and I realized she has some pretty good lyrics on Jagged Little Pill...good cd...and I'm still currently addicted to Billy Joel...you know how some voices get you...ya he does that for me..haha

*Every now and then I have moments where I realize "woh I am senior and graduating...scary/exciting" I'm just going to try and enjoy whats left...and I think I've been doing a pretty good job of that.

*Wyldlife weekend...although it got cut short was pretty fun...i <3 cheez haha

*I'm thinking about doing Work Crew this summer at Lake Champion...its something I want to do and plus I know the cooks there already, so I think it would be pretty nifty.

*How good is Grey's Anatomy? SOOO GOOD!! mmm yes..ya thats all I can say about that...mmm

*Have you ever made a mental list of people that make you happy/people you are glad you see everyday...sometimes I like to do that...its hard to explain but anyway...ya

*Easy 3 day week anyone? Woot!!!

*What should I do for my 18th b-day? Hmm I don't feel like doing much maybe I'll just grab some people and we'll go somewhere haha

* Happy Valentine

Ok enough for now
Peace
-Shay Known

Life Is Strange

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 02:27:01 GMT

Ok its been about a month
And I wished I could remember everything I wanted to say but here are some bullet points:

*I love playing soccer, more specifically I love playing with people that I can have fun with and coaches that are like my favorite coaches of all time!! <3!! haha

*I have the best schedule for my second semester...my day just goes by so nicely and its just beautiful...umm not that I am bragging or anything haha also it has helped me with this other problem, so its all good

*Mr.Pibb + Red Vines = Crazy Delicious....and it really does...mmm I'm so ghetto haha

*I really like the show Grey's Anatomy...its officially my new favorite...watch it

*I really love Billy Joel...idk why but I just started to listen to him like crazy and now I am obsessed and I can't wait for the concert..so excited!

*Taking my dog for walks has one of my best discoveries I've made in a while...now I can take walks late at night and not be alone but I'm also with someone who lets me do all the talking...haha...it just gives me time to think things out and wind down before I go to bed.

*Now for something deep...but not really...I don't know why I haven't realized this before, maybe I have but anyway...I'm no longer afraid of not getting along with someone all the time...if I am feeling mad at someone or unhappy with them thats ok because those feeling will pass and those feelings at that particular time should not affect my friendship as a whole. Even if my friend is upset with me I decided not get to worked up about it, it'll pass most likely and we'll still be friends..and isn't that what friendships are really about anyway. In conclusion conflict is a good thing...well it can be..haha.

*Also I have no idea who Mr.Right would be but I def. wouldn't want to find my definition of Mr.Right...where is the fun/mystery in that...and plus how the heck do I know what I want.

*My college apps are in and I'm done...big relief...now for the waiting game

*Life in general is just really good...word

Peace
-Shay Known

Mmmm Yes

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 04:21:15 GMT

Howdy
Things have changed much since my down troden update on the New Years Eve
Although I've had ups and downs (empasize that one) I sense things are getting better
Sometimes I just feel down and have those kind of days and after hearing something school it just made me sad for everyone that it affected.

Now the good stuff!!
I'm practically done with college apps (am I the only one left?) and of course apps have been a big stress

I was behind in work but thanks to some understanding teachers I am pulling myself back up

This evening I went to my work's holiday party and I really had fun...ok so I had funny watching my co-workers get sloshed, but it was fun in general..and now Maria and Nolan rock even more! haha And also singing to your boss a song about him with Carly Wells is really fun! YAY!

Tommorrow I am playing soccer in God knows how long...I am so unbelievable pysched and ignoring the fact I am really out of shape. I missed the coaches I had so much and now I have a chance to play for them again and I really just missed the girls I had played with...just so awesome! Its exciting to play for a team again, I have missed it.

Also found a good music website and I have been downloading really good stuff...and stuff I haven't hearn in awhile...Alanis Morissette anyone? I really loved Jagged Little Pill..mmm yes 90's music

Well if I keep going at this pace I think I can make it through the end of the year haha

Things are good :)

Tick Tock

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 03:06:02 GMT

I guess I will update
Last entry of 2005
Hello 2006

I don't have much to say
Just the same old stuff every senior is complaining about

2006 is going to be an interesting year of course.

I think I am ready for the change wherever it may take me
Only time will tell

Another year...sigh...where does the time go?

Well this was a pointless and short update but I just don't have much to say
Nothing really at all

Just the same old, same old...Happy New Year ya'll!
Peace
-Shay Known

The Rantings of a Lunatic

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 00:50:04 GMT

Blah Blah Blah
Hi Journal
Long time no see
Anyway

I hate the world(wow that doesn't sound teenager-emo)...not in I hate the people in the world way but I hate what society in general does to your beliefs.
It just really screws them up because there is the 'norm' and then there is everything else. I know there are plenty of people doing their own thing but at this age it is really easy to get sucked into all the stupid wordly crap.
And people say "so what?" to your beliefs. I mean everyone is entitled to believe what they want and I don't go around condemning anyone but now that things have shifted why am I the one feeling persecuted? Anyway that is kind of vague so if you know what I am talking about..ya.

In other news have you ever had people(or someone) say something so much to you(albeit jokingly)that you just want to punch them in the face? Ya I mean I should have the courage to tell them to stop but I mean come on. And its not when all people joke about its just some people...I feel like punching them in the face sometimes and then going into a corner and crying.

Have you ever had a moment where you decided you were changing? Well I had one of those like 2 weeks ago and I've been pretty good at sticking to my plan but you know how some people hold you back because they are still the same...I mean I still like them, its just if I hang out with them I feel myself slipping back into old ways. Again I should probably have the courage to confront them and tell them how I feel but sometimes its just easier(or so it seems) to just let it be and do the best you can.

Now for some more random vagueness. Did you ever realize how stupid you sound sometimes or someone else sounds. One day you just realize "wow we did (or still do) sound like complete morons/weirdos!". And not in a good way if you were thinking of the good weird..haha. When this happens sometimes that urge to punch people in the face happens again haha.

Ya my company X-mas party is on Jan.14th(i believe)and by that time I either need a bf(haha)or a date...so who wants to escort me to my company party at Snuffys? :)

Ok enough of my ranting although I feel I could probably rant more...which may mean another update soon.
But if you are reading this it probably doesn't have to do with you and if you agree then you can give a shout out or something...i don't care. I am going to watch Hard Promises (that I miracurouslslslslsy and accidentally found) with William Petersen<3...I need a pick me up HaHa...In conclusion...I need sleep!
Peace
-Shay Known

Its Strange

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 04:24:42 GMT

Its bizarre how one day I am just having a horrible day and depressing stuff happens and I end up crying late at night and can't fall asleep.

Than the next day(even though I planned on having a bad day) my day turned out just fine and wasn't really all that bad because of a few things..like a teacher being absent...and someone making a decision for me. It just totally turned around everything.

I think what are the odds of certain things happening and getting a second chance.

Life is always going back and forth between good and bad. Feeling great in the beginning of the day then turning horrible or vice versa. Completely going one way then going the other just because of a brief of conversation or thought.

The thoughts not only affect the small things in life but huge life decisions. I mean I only have one life to live so deciding certain things can completely change my future. It weird really...people always change careers and stuff even as they get older but I'm not only talkin about that. What if I decide to go to one college over another and I end up meeting my future husband or end meeting someone who changes my life and makes me choose a different career path. Not to get grim but it could (possibly) have an affect on when you die...its just so weird.

Thats why I find solace in God because life doesn't feel quite as overwhelming because I know my life isn't just some bizarre chaotic series of events (even though it partially is) because there is something out there greater than me. It just makes life easier sometimes...idk...just rambling.

Peace
-Shay Known

Stolen from DD!

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:35:56 GMT

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for BLUE eyes.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I cook well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I love someone.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been skydiving
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed a car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been On A Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] You're really loud.
[x] You're single.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't.
[x] Been heartbroken.

Hmm fun...right...ok ya nothing new really
Peace
-Shay Known

Oh so sweet

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:16:37 GMT

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like being depressed?
Well today wasn't one of those days and I haven't had them recently but I was just thinking about it.
I know I do it sometimes...and I discovered its like giving myself permission to be lazy and "all why me?"...which can be a good or bad thing. I mean everyone is entitled to and off day but sometimes you just gotta suck it up and hope for the best insted of deciding "ok today I'm going to be depressed".

Oh ya! I played RUNNING BASES yesterday while babysitting (thats a shout out to the O'Donnell Ave Gang)...sigh childhood and all your games, how I miss you so much. It was exciting to play it again, one of the small things in life that make me happy.

CSI tonight..a bit worried they might have cut out a scene I really wanted in it but its ok....I know they had to change it from Grissom-centric to Nick-centric (grrr) due to situations beyond WP's control...but I was very excited about this episode...oh well.

Hmm other things that make me happy...Oh when was it? Tuesday? ya, Mr.Robertson(who rememebers him? LoL student teacher from Glazer's class if u need a reminder) came into the Pharmacy and he was asking me about college stuff (don't ask me why I couldn't remember what colleges I was applying to at that moment...I am such a dork) and he offered to write my letter of recommendation. I just thought it was so nice for him to offer to do that...it made me feel special..LoL that sounds a little weird..but it made me happy anyway.

Finally I am catching up on that work that I didn't do...yay!! Go productive-Shannon! Ha

All is good...I think I am visiting Skidmore this weekend..oh college how you torture me so :)
Much Love
-Shay Known

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 16:27:06 GMT

I've been tagged by PizzaMusic

List ten things in a day that give you a moment of joy (in no order of importance), and tag five of your friends:

1. Fall in general when the wind is blowing, its cool out, and its sunny.
2. Going for walks with Kate
3. 8th pd lunch, always a riot
4. Finding time to just veg and read a book
5. When I read really good spoilers for CSI or a really good CSI fanfic
6. When I haven't heard a song I like in a long time and I hear it again
7. Driving around when it is so nice out...with my windows down of course
8. Just petting my doggy
9. Being able to fall asleep early makes me happy
10. When I see prayer and God working in my life

I'm tagging ghfreedom, midnight773, mynamesnotliza, miss_anti_you, jessmc625

Random Musings!

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 01:31:53 GMT

Oh I just wanted this update to be about my random musings....

*Playing Poker with 6 year old kids can be all sorts of fun...Your all in every turn!

*Half&Half is NOT a replacement for milk...especially in cereal

*The sixth HP book..SO GOOD!!! Must finish!

*I've realized I actually enjoy my job, and I like the people I work with.

*Searching for colleges can be fun/horrible depending on my mood(and depending on how my much my mom is bothering me)

*Prayer really works and God does amazing things when you realize that you can't deal with a problem on your own and you just give it all to Him...like woh.

*I am a studious procrastinator if there were such a thing

*Bob Dylan really really rocks...mmm yes

*I need to get a new hubcap...but how would my brother identify my car then?

*I shouldn't stay up so late at night...well I shouldn't!

*TV is not a necessary part of my life, despite my CSI addiction, but even that has toned down.

*Well written fanfiction can make me sooo happy...and good spoilers for upcoming epi's even happier!

*Talking about CSI with Ms.Haneman and Amy in CAG class was awesome especially when Ms.H started talking about WP and that he was good looking when he was young ::thinks-to-self::OMG YES!!!!He is still HOT!!!

*Ah yes randomness of musings...thats just what is running through my mind

~Shay Known~

Quick Update

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:58:41 GMT

Again this is probably from eating dinner right before bed...

I was asked by Jay Leno to babysit his kid(he doesn't have a kid) and so I agree to it and the whole time I am trying to get to his house so I can babysit.

I finally get there and when the annoying next door neighbor(in the dream) comes out and wants to play with Jay Leno's kid and I was like "Umm go away" (oddly enough in this dream the kids were actual kids I knew from Wyldlife).

At some point I met Jay Leno's wife who looke exactly like Jay Leno except with a wig, some makeup, and a dress...yes weird.

Later I end up on a plane thats going to the wrong direction and is going to take several hours to get to the wrong location (and I really had to use the BR) so I tried to program the computer to fly the right direction but I couldn't remember the place I was suppose to be. The End.

**On a side note Mr.Abadir's baby is so cute :)**

Yay Another Dream!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 03:09:33 GMT

Ok last night I ate dinner at 1 in the morning...so this may explain my dream (although most of my dreams are weird anyway)

I was at work and I got to cash-out (the procedure at the end of shift where you count the money and all that junk). So I realize I can't remember how to cash-out and I think it has something to do with this magazine sitting on the desk and so I am flipping through for what seems like forever( I do remember an article abotu Harry Truman) when I hear the other person I was working with cash-out which means its 9:30 a whole half-hour after I started (note cashing out takes 10 minutes at most) so I started freaking out. (that was a real long run-on sentence)

Then my boss Brian comes in and asks me what I am doing and he takes the magazine and throws it aside and all the sudden I remember how to cash-out. So I go to cash out but I realize all the change is mixed-up and I have to sort it.

Then after I do that I realize that there is so much change it is going to take me forever to count it and THEN the panels that separate the change in the change drawer disappear making my work even harder.

Lastly I look around and everyone in the pharmacy is standing around me because they are waiting for me to finish so they can leave.
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Other recent dreams a have consisted of

1:Me being able to go into space with a bunch of people but we had to come back right away and it wasn't to turbulent coming back down and I was wondering why astronauts have to train so hard.

2:Being back at SLS and playing war games with M-4s and M-16s (except it was like laser tag) and I tricked the other team into capturing me(if that makes sense) and I gave my team their coordinates. Then when my team ambushed them I ran out of the way stealing M-4s and M-16s. I end up being separated from my group without my cover(hat, which you are supposed to wear outside on a military base) on so I put my hyrdo-pack(which is like a backpack) on top of my head when I see people so I don't get in trouble.

3:I don't remember what dream this is from but I was playing soccer and I was doing really well but at one point a person passes me the ball and it goes through my legs and I look up and there is Sgt.Fessenden staring at me from the sidelines smirking...I had to laugh too because I was confused hahaha

Updating and Announcing

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 03:43:28 GMT

I have been way lazy/away for awhile so thats a lot to update so I've decided to turn this livejournal into a dream journal. I tend to have interesting dreams so why not share them and if you are any good at decoding (or like to think you are) tell me what you think. Obviously they will be some dreams I cannot share haha but for the most part I don't care because its just a dream and I can't stop my subconscious...yes I do have dreams in which I am naked but no one ever seems to mind really except me.

Last Nights Dreams:
I was going to my JROTC class and I walk in and see Chief Terry(he just retired so he shouldn't be there) and I ask him how he is and how his summer was(in my dream he is supposed to be there) except I am having difficulty talking like I kind of lost my voice.

Then Sgt.Fessenden (the new ROTC instructor) calls us all together to ask us a question. He asks everyone in the room if they want to do ROTC related things (or something like that) and everyone raises their hand except for 2 girls. Then he asks who wants to play baseball and the two other girls raise their hand and Sgt.Fessenden says "Well if the two girls want to play baseball, we are going to play baseball." So its decided Sgt.Fessenden and Major will play against the two girls. So the two girls are up first and they are ok but random people keep showing up on the field. This girl Kathy from SLS is playing 3rd and everytime the ball is hit to her she bobbles it and drops it. I am just yelling at her from the bleachers asking her if she even knows how to catch a ball. I then go on the field and ask Sgt.Fessenden if I could throw a pitch and he lets me...so I toss the ball and she hits and finally Kathy catches it and its Major and Sgt.Fessenden's turn up at bat.

Sgt.Fessenden is up first and he nails the ball and he gets a homerun and actually has enough time to go around again because the girls stink at baseball. Then its Major's turn up at bat and he hits it well too and its a line drive but one of the girls manages to catch it. Then Sgt.Fessenden is up again and I start cheering his nickname (his nickname in real life) and everyone cheers with me and he crushes the ball and gets another homerun.

It then somehow skips to the end of the game and Sgt.Fessenden and Major are the winners and then it skips again and I am in a tube(like one of the ones that boats pull on lakes) with Sgt.Fessenden. So when I am see from my POV(point of view) I am naked(weird I know) but when the POV changes to outside of my body its not me in the tube and the woman is clothed. The woman makes a comment on how Sgt.Fessenden has a hard outer shell(as if he was a bug or candy or something I don't know). I am like whats going on, who is that woman in that tube, arg I don't like her. The dream ends with me basically tubing naked and having a conversation with him and in this dream I really didn't seem to notice my nakedness haha.

So ends Dream Entry #1